Principle

I think everything must to be basically simple.

What makes everything difficult and complicated is us.

By the way, my pc's wallpaper is written 'you can be everything!' Just to make myself motivated.
Yes, actually i agree with this thought.

You can be honest, you can be creative, you can be awesome.

What the hardest thing you should do is finding the simple fact.

If someone makes you feel good, you can appreciate.
If you did something wrong, you apologize.
There should be a permission to express your feelings, but unfortunately there is apparently not.

There are too many rules that pushing you in a small cage, and the rule is so big that even can create your 'feelings'
Yes, this rule can create your emotion.

I know how it works.
Because emotion, feelings, opinions are very fuzzy. There's no exact features.
This is a psychology.
Many psychology examination tell you it is possible to change someone's thought, feeling, emotion, whatever.

I used to work in a recieption of the restaurant. I did casher, and some stuff.
That restaurant was very busy.
So some people (including me ) sometimes make mistakes, about money counting.
There were chief, everytime i make mistakes, he tells me what to do in order to the rule.
So press this, and this is the way you counting money, no no you put your finger here, yes, here you go. Then press here, and that..
He was very kind.

And there was a manager.
He tells me this when i make mistakes.
"Keep in your head, you take the right price from the customers "
That's all he says!
he doesn't even teach me the better way to counting money and stuff.
He always says minimum of needs.

This is kind of strange example though, now i think the manager was actually looking at the truth all the time.

Rule is useful, as long as you follow it, you don't make a mistake.
but if you know the truth, you can reach to the result by yourself at the end.

As long as i follow to what chief says, i don't make a mistake. But once i mistakely press the wrong botton, then everything gonna messed up.
But if i keep what manager says in my mind, i can at least take the right price, and this is what cashier must do.
Even if i misstyped, i take the right price, everything is going to be right.

I call it truth, or principle.

This must to be always simple.

So what is the principle for life?

Some people says 'be yourself'

It sounds easy but very difficult. Because of rules.
Especially in japan, we have so many ways to say same thing. And people are usually shy to express emotions.

You can't just say 'goddammit!' When you upset, you have to hold it back and smile, and say some ironic words.

Even if you want to appreciate someone, you can't just jump on him/her to hug. there're rules to make correct sentence.

Sometimes you shouldn't express appreciation.
Sometimes its good to do wrong thing.
Sometimes its good to just ignore.
There are all because of rules.

This is 'beauty' in some sides, but also complicated and frustrated in the same time.