not good

apparently I am not very good these days.
I used to forget everything very quick so I don't kow how long I'm like this way though,

first, I can't sleep. I take some medicine for sleeping but still doesn't work.
so many negative thoughts coming up my mind when I try to sleep.
the awful vision makes me nervous.
usually it is something like someone dies.

I did Spanish and French, some painting.. but I haven't complete yet.so maybe soon I can post it here.

maybe I'm tired? but it doesn't make sense not to be able to sleep.

what a frustration!