Lack of sleep again

I knew it would be happen. That i canot sleep when i haven't slep for a while.

I tried to sleep this mornig, but medicibe didn't work.
After came home, i tried again and didn't work.

Now i took medicine, feel like i'm sleepy and maybe if i keep my eyes close and empty my head, i can sleep i guess.

But if i close my eyes, i see a lot of negative visions. Both of memory and something doesn't even happen.

In my head here are full of negative visions.

I can't sleep. I'm afraind of closing my eyes.