Charisma

what do people need?
a leader.

everything always is leaded by someone.

some people make a fashion popularity.
some people make a business company.

long time ago, when I was in elementary school, I asked my mum.
"my class mates are doing stupid things. it seems they don't know what they are doing."
my mum said
"there are 3 types of people. 80% of them are just following to people. 10% of them are leading them. and the other 10%, they are just unique. they don't follow to anyone and just being themselves. "

I remembered this story somehow, and still now, I think its kinda truth.

I still don't know which type I am.


and the other story from my first lover. he said
"there are 3 type of people. one, they work because its fun. second, they work because they love family. third, they work because they need money for their hobbies."


hm. this is also kinda truth.


why I'm writing this, because I saw Lyon in France, there are many arts in the city. there is a company, they painting buildings.
it impressed me.
and I thought.. can I do the same in my city?


I know some people in our city's radio.
I have met the mayor, I don't know he remember me though.
I know people who are working for our city's news papers.
and I have a connection to jr high schools and high school in my city.

it doesn't seem impossible.

and then I thought about charisma.
when starting something new, there always need a person who lead it.
am I a leader? or follower? or just being alone?

because even if I say let's paint buildings! nobody comes with me, its impossible.

there always need money, working people, and stuff.

so what is charisma?

attractive, leading, put people in a motivation...

like mayor? president? king?



anyway, I haven't thought enough to make a good vision yet. so I'm not starting yet.
although I want to do "something"




today, I went to lunch with my friend, after I came home I was studying languages, and after this blog I'm going to work out.
I haven't had enough time to drawing, I hope I can upload some drawing or paintings tomorrow.