Let it be

I used to have problems with working.
I have had a lot of jobs in my life.
I always quit so easily.

Maybe this is because i live with my parents, i can survive without working.

i wanted to live by myself, independent woman.

But it seems impossible for now.

Just a little thing annoy me, just a word can be giving me shock.
And i can't see what is the best on time, i need more time to understand.

People say they wonder why i can't do this. I can understand well and i can do complicated things, but why just a simple thing can't i do.

Everytime i worked hard and always doing my best, but i make mistakes that i don't understand.
I even don't know what was wrong.
But everytime before i find the answer, its already in past.

And i ask my boss what was wrong, but his/her answer is not even an answer.

Wrong thing can be 'right' to do sometimes.

I know this logic, but i still can't find the timing.