Creation

My aunt is an art teacher.
She gave me water color and i started it few months ago.

Before that, i used to sketch by just pencil or color pencil. Or crayons.

I'm now almost using water colors.

I sometimes send her my paints. And she replies with comments.

Today i sent her this paint. And she said..

"What did you try to express with this paint? You look very sad, and exhausted, aren't you? You should be yourself, don't just follow to someone. Do you think of getting married? "

What the..

Ghr, maybe i shouldn't have sent her this paint. Because it looks something that includes meanings.
Actually, it has no meanings.
And i don't have a boyfriend who might be able to marry me.

This is the reality, i know.

People are living in the time.

When i listen to my favorite music, when i drawing pictures, i feel like i'm out of the time.
But time is still counting every seconds.

I think i had wrote about how i attracted by time before.

If i talk in philosophy way, maybe i can actually get out of the time.
And time should not be exist, in my opinion.
This is what people made. There shouldn't be 1 second, or 1 minute.
People are choking themselves by creating new rules.

Truth should be simple.
I remember when i was doing math.
I should have learned what the mathematical fomula at the beggining. But as i learn more, i forget the most simple fomula. And that makes me more confused.
If someone reminds me the mathematical fomula, i can get the answer so easy.