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I think i've done on drawing eyes. I drew enough.

They are not that much attractive for me anymore.

I used to addicted drawing them but now, i want to draw something new.

Today i drew fire for my first time.
its pretty difficult.
First of all, the back ground should be dark, it means i have to paint black.
Secondly the fire should be looked moving.

Drawing eyes, fire also pretty much attractive for me. Its aggressive, and passionate.
Something straight and simple.

Sometimes i think why we have languages.
Animals don't use words because they don't 'pretend'

If they want, they take.
If they scared, they run away.

Very simple that i need.

People make everything so complicated.

There are always 'the answer' whatever you do.
But the answer is depending on the person.
What is the answer?
There are a lot, and they don't make any sense.

Truth should be simple, but truth doesn't mean 'correct' or 'right'.

Right thing to do is not depending on the truth..

That all because of languages and cultures what people created.

I found that truth is ' usually ' wrong.

Truth is what I shouldn't say, shouldn't do, shouldn't find.

Everything is too complicated, i feel i never be able to understand.

I know a little bit of psychology of treating people.
I'm pretty good at psychology, i know 'magic word' for making people confortable.
But what i find from this, is conversation is meaningless.

Nobody want any meanings from conversation.
Speaking is for themselves.
Listening is what choosing words to take.
Conversation is like a basketball game.
Everyone trying to catch a chance to speak, they try to go to the goal but somebody will take your ball. You can't finish your speaking. But anyway, you can take somebody's ball too. Its a match, you just try to be the top.