sea horse

sea horse is called baby dragon in Japanese.
dragon is a funny creature. there is dragon in Chinese year, besides every animals are actually real animals but only dragon is from imagination.
or maybe dragon was actually lives in old times in China and Japan.

recently i skipped medicine for about a week, then i started hear things and feeling weird. my body was shaking and i was so thirsty.
after i take them again its getting better though, i'm frustrated everyday.
because when i wake up in the morning, i feel so so so tired and can't get up. even i can't get up to drink a glass of water.
it gradually get better to the night, after i eat dinner, i feel better again and i feel like to do something. going there and paint something, meet someone...
but its late, night. nothing i can do and the time for pills are coming.
this is the routine of my recent life.

so like today, i stay up late to enjoy my positiveness.