Solution

Whatever happens, there always solution.
If you realize you had no cash after eating in a restaurant, maybe you can use credit card, ask for ATM, call friend to help you out.

If sakura bloom, i can ignore them, stay home, wear big hat deep.

If you are abused by someone, you can ask for help.

If you lost job, you can do another job.

There's always solution, only as long as you want the future.

When do they give up on the solution?

Some people give up when they lost job. When abused by someone.

Its not included someone who has serious disease and dying, or have the situation of not being able to live, for example hangar in poor country.

When they give up on the solution?

When they decided not to have the future.
When they don't like the outcome future.

I understand that.
Because i still don't know the purpose of living.
If its not fun to live anymore, i think 'suicide' is one of the choices.

I don't like that thinking 'suicide is a big guilty'
most people think this way. But they don't know their thoughts is Contradictory.

People say 'live for yourself' 'its your life' 'you are in charged for your live' but 'suicide is bad'

Why suicide is bad?

Because your family will be sad?
Because you shouldn't give up?
Because you have to appreciate your mom?

These don't mean 'live for yourself'
Its more like saying 'live for people'

But i know live for people is very mentally unhealthy.
I've tried once when i was in high school, i lived one year for my parents. And i got
Psychopathic symptom and got in a hospital.

I know its unhealthy. I don't think its right thing to do.

I hope japan also accept euthanasia for mental disorders someday.