Goal

Having goal is good for you satisfy your life.

If you want to success you better by little steps.

For me, i want to do my own business. I draw and paint, and i want people to know my work.

I want people to know myself.

Also i want to make euthanasia more common in japan.

There should be a lot of people suffering who wants to end up their life.

These are kind of a huge goal.

What i should do is a first step.

Maybe its keep doing drawing and painting.

Maybe keep searching for the euthanasia.

This blog is also one of my small steps.

I don't know if i'm in manic episode so that i think this way.

I no longer know myself, what is true..

Last night was too noisy that i couldn't sleep.

Somebody yelling right to my left ear, and i hear some people talking all the time.

It happens on the train too, i hear people talking, i feel some people looking at me, which is very annoying.

I know its not normal.

Maybe i'm insane...again.

This is so scary to feel people are watching me.

I know it won't stay long.

After this, i'll be depressed.