Clear

maybe since this week, I am very clear.

I feel a lot, have energy and ideas. probably this is a good hypomanic state.

it won't stay so long, I just enjoy this moment for now.

in this kind of hypomanic state, I'm more creative and active.

and I feel like I love myself. very confident.

if it goes more far, it will be real manic episode and I will be too confident myself that I think I can even fly. which is pretty dangerous.

this is interesting. when it got warm, right then, I started feeling this way.

I don't want to believe this, but it seems like I actually bipolar disorders and it is depending on the weather.

it means I need medication rest of my life...

as every time I feel, it feels like I'm new in the world. I see everything different now.

after sakura, it got warm and everything changed.

I can see the air. I can taste the sunlight. this is so weird.

few times in a day, I trip somewhere. its like I'm Alice.

today I went to the ocean, be a turtle, ate the moon...

the moon tasted like some fruit I ever had. not juicy, a bit like avocado...

once I went up the big big tree, I didn't see the view, I only saw the big big tree from the top.

there were no animals, but I smelled good tree.

when I touched the cloud, it flash fired and disapeared.

the sounds of the piano is rounded.

violine is yarn.

shadow is alive, cars are talking, everything talks to me...