Priority

There are always the answers.
When you have to choose something, there are.always priority.

How can i choose the right one?

1. Look at the future.
You have to consider enough about the future. If you choose A, you will have this in future. If B, you will have another future.
But future is very long spans.
You need to choose the right point of the time to make it the best.
You choose tomorrow? 30 years ahead? Or one second later from now?

Why i am talking about it because i had to choose. Go to bed or stay out.
I have been lack of sleep these days and i start feeling something wrong.
I have too much energy, which means i might going to manic episode.
Yea as usual, when i don't sleep, i get high.
So yesterday i was going to go to bed early, but many things happened, i didn't want to say good bye to my best friend. Because it has been a while since i saw her, and i'm not going to be able to see her long time again.
i was searching for the right time to consider about.
About tomorrow, i might be getting high. I work, i should control myself which i'm not 100% sure.
About 1 year. I might miss her, i regret that i left.i could stay with her longer but i choose not to.
And also i'm not sure about myself controling either.
About 1 second later, i might regret also.

Anyway, i chose to leave. But it was too late to take a.last train.
I could go home somehow, but i couldn't sleep enough.
After all.. i don't know if i did the best choice